I only remember a few seconds of it, and I've only been able to draw my own conclusions from it. I was in a crowd and contact lenses kept popping out of my eye. Just my right one. It seemed like I was wearing multiples for some reason. My vision kept getting clearer in that eye as they were falling out. The crowd was looking at me and couldn't understand what was happening. Either could I, but I was rambling on about something, pacing back and forth with a microphone in my hand. The vision in my other eye was perfect and when the second to last lens came loose from my right eye it was just foggy enough to be annoying. Of course, then I woke up.
Now, I'm no psychologist. The dream could just be a weird dream telling me to get my eyes checked, but like always I have to have an answer for everything. It's a fault sometimes!
I feel different this year. Like I'm on a path of purpose and intent. I see things through a different lens, and I'm in a "get shit done" mode. Whether that's to expand my business, take the course I've been thinking about, heal the open wounds from my childhood, or take the next step into a project I've been back - burner-ing for years, I'm in forward motion.
Is that what the losing of the lenses was about? Was it about clarity? Finding it? Having it? Searching for it? Is it about taking a hard look at those around me and looking for clarity in their purpose as I move forward? Will all stay with me on this journey? Are they meant to? Or is it just about joy and peace and simply appreciating who and what is around me?
It could mean all these things, it could mean none of them. It is after all, a 20 secs snap shot of a super weird dream. I actually do need a new script. Could be perfect timing!
See ya tomorrow.